pasangan impian

tiba-tiba terasa nak tulis on this topic...kenape ek??? tataula...maybe after terbaca schafi's post on her wedding plans...or maybe sbb dah msk usia yg asik do pikir pasal nikah je...nape ek??? cam gatal plak sbb baru je 18...but if you look a few years way back, waktu zaman jepun, girls at 16 are sure to be married...tapi rasanya kemungkinan aku utk kawen lamat lagi...mana taknya, bila aku 23...insyallah aku da dapat degree tapi baru first degree jek...kena smbg lagi dua tahun utk dpt 2nd degree baru la boleh jd arkitek yg sah...

cadangan mama: waktu buat first degree tu, carilah mn2 bdk(archi gak sbb mama kata sng nnti in case i hav to work with the gov...so menantu can take over company from baba...cam x leh blah je my mama is dreaming bout her daughter getting married...hahah...sumtimes i do freak out a bit) yg dok wat postgrad...pastu kawen dulu baru smbg wat 2nd degree n at the same time, the hubby is taking masters or sumting at the same uni(well... she was imagining that i would be taking my 2nd degree in uk)...mama...mama(geleng kepala), ingat senang ke....hihi? takkan nak maen cekup je sape-sape...

so this could work out kalu aku jumpa sesiapa waktu studi nanti...tataula...

so, another plan is from me: kakak malas nak pikir-pikir pasal this relationship n etc...mama carikan calon, kakak setuju je ngan sape2 yang mama pilih...kan senang ckit...x yah pikir pastu terus je kawen...hahah...but still ade prob gak because mama ni ibu kepada seorang perempuan(ok memang mama ada sorang anak lelaki n 3 perempuan but, i was refering only to me) so takkanlah mama nak jadi perigi mencari timba pulak...gi merisik anak teruna orang utk anak dara dia...haisyh...

complicated ek topic neyh???

pesan mama lagi, cari orang beriman tu no 1...tapi jgn cari org yang terlalu kaya sgt cam ank raja sbb tak sekufu dan akan wujudlah pergaulan dua keluarga dengan dua darjat yang berbeza...no matter what you do, i don't think these two golongan akan blend in...

personally, i do want the moment when that special someone touches my hands(after nikah of course) it would be his first time touching a non muhrim's hands...because insyallah, he will be the first who touches mine(with the intention, of course)...and i badly want to be his first love like he would to me(but someone did told me that this was quite too much to ask, is that so???)

siapa yang tak pernah teringin nak bercinta? rasenye cam semua orang pun ada keinginan tuh...sebab memang fitrah kita sebagai manusia biasa yang ingin menyayangi dan disayangi. ececeh...ni semua akibat baca terlalu banyak novel cintan melayu la nih...ahaks...

tapi yalah,...kalu dah jodoh tak ke mana...larilah sampai ujung dunia yg xde org pun, kalu Allah dah tetapkan jodoh kitan ngan org tu, kt still akan bertemu jugak sbb kuasa Allah Yang Maha Agung...well...i guess what i'm trying to say is that i do leave all these matters to Allah...tapi aku insyallah...tak akan pernah lupa berdoa semoga aku bertemu dengan seseorang yang beriman dan sekufu dengan ku sebagai jodohku...

so, to schafi(i've mention ur name twice already, sorry),

...i still don't know what my wedding plans would be, but no worries, insyallah you would be one of the most important person that i have to tell my plans to... but i'm telling you, it would take quite a while though...hehe..i guess???